Life moves pretty fast....

Remember that life moves fast quote from Ferris Bueller?? Well, I guess you could say that quote applies to my life over the past year. All of you who keep tabs on my life (I know none of you do), but if there are some out there who do, I moved again almost EXACTLY to the date from when I moved back from Boston, pretty crazy huh?? Let me tell ya, this time was worth everything.

Last March 2012 when I was feeling down and like crap thinking my life wasn't worth living, I got myself back up, started hanging out with old GREAT friends and discovered that I am an amazing person and deserve the best. Summer was sweet. I was out on the Kankakee River every weekend, hanging out at Traxx in Grant Park with all my amazing Gansta's Paradise friends and loving life...never looked back at Boston the whole summer. Enjoyed trips to Chicago to see the cuz and had my sis around to keep me sane whenever I needed to vent about living with our folks. Then something I never ever ever thought would happen so quickly did. October rolled around and an old acquaintance started sending me messages on Facebook. I had no intention of even starting a relationship at this point, but he was pretty persistent on getting me to visit him down in Georgia. I know what you're thinking, "why would she do this again." Why put myself up for failure again when I know how this story ends. Long distance relationships just don't work, don't do it. I didn't make the decision right away, I discussed the situation with a bunch of people and most of them said "just go for it, what have you got to lose." Luckily everything worked out. He bought me a plane ticket and the moment I saw him (he actually parked and met me inside the airport instead of driving around and waiting) I knew that he was going to be my husband. It sounds corny, but I knew it, it was fate. After that trip, I visited again during Christmas to test out a long week and we decided I needed to moved down here. March rolled around, I loaded up my car and I moved again. In May, we made the commitment to marry each other at the courthouse in Woodbine, GA.

Four months later and we have an absolute amazing life together. We do so much, like go to baseball games, shows, the beach, putt-putt golfing, Downtown Disney, St. Augustine, just to name a few. We're happy as can be and can't wait to have a church wedding with all our friends and family around to see how much in LOVE we are!! Pretty soon he'll be gone on deployment, but I know when he gets back it'll be like he never left, I just love him soo damn much!!

I'll always have to keep Ferris's quote in the back of my mind because things have moved really fast the past 9 months. It's great, but we do need to enjoy the little things as much as we possibly can with the time we have together!!
"Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you might miss it." -Ferris Bueller

Also, the Blackhawks won the Stanley Cup (AGAIN)!!! LOL

So very sad.

I can't do this. Being here is wayyyyy too hard, I miss Boston too much. I'm going to go back, I can't stay here, but I'm going to stick it out for a couple weeks at least, see how I feel about going back then. Right now I feel as tho I have to go, I enjoy that area just soo much and I love DJ so much that I can't just let that go. He means the world to me and I have to get over my crazy habits. He's the one I just know it and now I can't be with him so it's hard to be happy here. I miss him sooo damn much it breaks my heart.

So this week I start working at the Orland Square Mall and hopefully I will learn a lot! I'm excited to meet new people, but I won't forget my Saugus family!!! Things will be great, I'll work here for a couple months then move back to Mass and find my place again, I can't wait.

Heading home.

Hey guys and gals. Almost a year again since I've posted, but I figured I should update.

Sooo I moved to Boston last August and I absolutely love it. The East Coast is great and I enjoy living here, but I miss my family too much!! Everything's so close together and the ocean is in my backyard practically, lol. But unfortunately I've decided to move back home. I've made a lot of great friends here, with my adopted family and my PacSun family, so it's gonna be hard to leave.....sooo hard. I will miss everyone soo much and I hope to visit soon. I'm gonna miss a crazy summer here and I'm sad that I can't call this family mine anymore :(

On the bright side of things, Jobie will be coming to ride back with me in Martin! I haven't seen her since I moved here last August!! We're gonna check out Salem and the ocean before we head back home. It will be a lot of fun, so hopefully we make it back in one piece!! I've missed her soo muchhhh!

Boom Boom Boom

Dang! It's been a while since I've wrote on here and tons of things have happened!!

First off I met someone and we've been together ever since, the two of us really work well together, but he lives 1,000+ miles away from me. :( That part sucks and we're trying to work on me moving out to him and all that. I just can't wait to get out there!

Second, I quit the Journal finally!!! I'm soo glad I got out before the whole place sunk in. The sports dept. seriously is failing and I feel bad that the community has to see that but that's what happens when someone comes in that doesn't know what they're doing. Oh well, it's not my problem anymore!!

And finally I can't forget to mention how excited I am about the Chicago Bulls right now!! Omgosh the Bulls are in 1st place in the Eastern Conference and I couldn't be any happier for my team. I honestly can't wait till the playoffs start at the end of this month!!! BAHH!

P.S. I'll leave you with this hilarious video...copy and paste this into another browser window...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82VtBxeJH3I

summer.

Soo far the summer has been very good to me.

The Blackhawks won the Stanley Cup!!!! Toews got MVP and Kaner had the GW goal, super exciting time for Chicago right now! Also, I bought a brand spankin' new car!! Lol, he's a Red Kia Soul + and he's super cute. I named him Martin.

Other things going on have been kinda rough. My personal life hasn't been going so good in the relationship department. Why can't I find a guy that hasn't been screwed over or messed with from another girl. I feel like I'm always licking the wounds for them. Are there any good looking/not fucked up guys out there my age anymore? Bahh this just makes me soo sad. I find someone I like a lot and it always ends bad, what's my problem?? I've been feeling really depressed lately about it too, hopefully this feeling will cease.

And in other news, just so we don't end on a low note, work has been great. I enjoy being there during the day, although the getting up at 6 a.m. part sucks. Before we know it the Bears will be in town and then school will be starting again.....then it's back to nights, lol.

She was made to blow you away.

She don't care what any man say.

This weekend was great. Paigie Steph came home from South Africa and the girls met up for dinner and a movie on Friday. I myself didn't go to the movie since I had seen it earlier in the week with my sis, but still it was a good time. Then I went out to see the new crew and that was a good time, what a random ass night, lol.

Saturday was just as fun. Markie D hosted Paige's coming home party and everyone was there. I hadn't seen a lot of those people in so long, it was great. Although around 10 at night, there was an awful storm/tornadoes that swept through St. Anne, luckily my parents house was okay, but our neighbors house, not so much.

Friday night I also had an epiphany. I know I have them all the time, but this time was different I think. I'm done trying to please everyone. This is my life and I'm the only one I have to answer to, so why try so hard to make everyone else happy if I don't keep myself happy? Sounds like a good idea to me. HA

Peace.

quarterlife.

I had an absolutely amazing 25th birthday. Prolly the best one since my 21st, lol.
I'm just glad I have good friends who took time out of their busy lives to enjoy my birthday with me (wink, wink). Playing Rock Band/Guitar Hero for hours and eating IHOP at 6 am is just lovely!!

Now I gotta figure out something awesome for my seester's 21st, because I don't want to disappoint her. My 21st was pretty freaking great, so I'm gonna have to make sure that happens for her too!