oh the reality.

So things turned out to be a lot more screwed up than expected. I can't understand how I believed this kid for so long...oh well reality sets in and I'm glad I figured everything out now instead of down the line when it really matters.

My sister and I are okay now, which is good. I was pretty upset about that, but it's all fine now.

a bad week.

So far this week has been pretty sad.

Ericka Schriefer died in a snowboarding accident and it's been tough on her family and friends. It's so hard on the ones she left behind, but I know that wherever she is she's enjoying it just as she did here. She was one of a kind and will always be remembered for how she could light up the room whenever she entered. I don't know how to make this better, but I know after a while the pain will go away eventually.

I'm just not motivated to do anything. This winter has hit me the hardest and I feel soo out of it. Paige is gone and I feel like my world is a little bit bluer while she's away.

All I can do is patiently wait for things to happen. Hopefully by summer my life will be a bit brighter.

stuff.

The Golden Globes were last Sunday and oh were they great. Lots of new winners this year and it definitely made my night. I can honestly say I teared up during a lot of the ceremony. Marty Scorsese winning the Cecil B Demille award was just icing on the cake.

You're so money and you don't even know it.

Two words, Dunn Inn. We must go there more often.

My cousin is on her way to South Africa. She's studying abroad there this semester. I'm so excited for her. I'm thinking I might visit her too, but I don't know for sure yet.

Crap, somethings wrong with me.

Okay wait, I think I'll be alright.....

.....cause I have to be.

Wow

Wow, it's been a while since I've updated ya'll with some newsie.

Well, the apartment moving went great and I have the best roommate anyone could ask for. The last few months have been kinda crazy, making new friends and hanging out with cool people. It helps that I don't live with the p's anymore, lol.

Anyways, things have been great and they can only get better. Christmas eve is in a week and I'm super excited. This year has been pretty amazing and a lot of things have changed in my life, that's for sure, bring on 2010...I'm ready!!

On another note, Julian Casablancas released his first solo album last month and I'm in love! Great job Jules.....now we just need more Strokes and I'll be set. Is it sad that I'm ready for festival season already??

New apartment!

Super excited I'm in a new apartment and loving life.
My new roomie is great and so far no complaints.

Yay!!

bears camp.

Bears Training Camp has been successful so far and super fun for me at least.
Check out www.bearscamp.org and www.daily-journal.com to see the latest videos and articles about the camp.

Hope you're enjoying it as much as me!

Much love to all...