Wednesday, February 17, 2010

oh the reality.

So things turned out to be a lot more screwed up than expected. I can't understand how I believed this kid for so long...oh well reality sets in and I'm glad I figured everything out now instead of down the line when it really matters.

My sister and I are okay now, which is good. I was pretty upset about that, but it's all fine now.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

a bad week.

So far this week has been pretty sad.

Ericka Schriefer died in a snowboarding accident and it's been tough on her family and friends. It's so hard on the ones she left behind, but I know that wherever she is she's enjoying it just as she did here. She was one of a kind and will always be remembered for how she could light up the room whenever she entered. I don't know how to make this better, but I know after a while the pain will go away eventually.

I'm just not motivated to do anything. This winter has hit me the hardest and I feel soo out of it. Paige is gone and I feel like my world is a little bit bluer while she's away.

All I can do is patiently wait for things to happen. Hopefully by summer my life will be a bit brighter.