Tuesday, May 18, 2010

quarterlife.

I had an absolutely amazing 25th birthday. Prolly the best one since my 21st, lol.
I'm just glad I have good friends who took time out of their busy lives to enjoy my birthday with me (wink, wink). Playing Rock Band/Guitar Hero for hours and eating IHOP at 6 am is just lovely!!

Now I gotta figure out something awesome for my seester's 21st, because I don't want to disappoint her. My 21st was pretty freaking great, so I'm gonna have to make sure that happens for her too!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

oh yeah.

I had a much better day today.

The shower got fixed finally, now both the shower knobs are fastened tighter which makes it a whole lot better since they don't leak anymore either, lol.

I can't wait till Saturday. The whole fam, my roommate and I will be enjoying dinner at Brickstone and then later my friends and I will have a late supper at Oliver's Bar and Grill and get our drink on. I'm pretty stoked about it. Even though it's just gonna be a few of us, it still will be a grand ole time, lol.

completely unnecessary.

What a trip that kid is. Seriously, I'm not crazy, I just speak honestly and when I have something to say I say it.

Watch out for this boy girls, he's one of those "you're clingy" guys. What is it with guys labeling girls that? If we show them that we care it automatically comes off as being clingy? Every guy is different, it's either he wants you around every living second or he wants you around only when he feels like it. I've never had a guy call me this before it's new news to me.

Oh and I'm creeping. So everybody since I added you as a friend on Facebook obviously I'm being a creeper cause I want you as a friend. Not at all true. I feel like FB is an outlet, just like this blog here and if I want to be your friend then who cares. If you want to ignore it then ignore it, don't be shitty and talk to your friends about how some random chick added you on FB the other day and you've met them at least once before, geez. People seriously need to get a life if they think cause I added you as a friend means I'm creeping, wow. I mean I've added Chris Duhon and Kirk Hinrich as friends and we've never met, it's just something to do. It doesn't mean I'm gonna be all up in your shit telling you what to do or whatever.

Bahh, I really just don't get how people love to cause drama. I'm a pretty awesome chick, I like sports, I'm pretty, I have a good sense of humor, I have a lot of common sense and I like to have fun, sooo why do you feel the need to start drama with me? Where does it all come from? Just leave me the fuck alone, if I want to get drunk and make a fool of myself I will and nobody is stopping me. I'm my own person and I've done good things and bad things, people do make mistakes, but why am I getting ridiculed for something I didn't do?

I'm just sick of it all. I'm happy and content with life right now, but really people just need to back off and let things go. Have fun and enjoy the moment, because you never know when all this fun shit will be done.

Friday, May 7, 2010

change is gonna come.

Whether I like it or not, change is gonna happen and it already has in some places.

The new b/f didn't work out. It's sad I know, but in a way I'm happy. I helped him realize that he missed his ex and I'm okay with it. I mean I can sit here and be mad OR I can be happy that someone else is happy to have him back. My life seriously is a movie right now or just a Sex and the City episode, lol.

I have been through a lot and I've realized that there's no point in being angry or mad at someone who's obviously feeling something for someone else. I feel like I've grown up a lot in just the past few months, hell even the past year or so just being on my own has really helped me get to know my true self. I've always tore myself down in the past and I really shouldn't be doing that, I'm a really cool girl and I deserve the best and my time will come.