So very sad.

I can't do this. Being here is wayyyyy too hard, I miss Boston too much. I'm going to go back, I can't stay here, but I'm going to stick it out for a couple weeks at least, see how I feel about going back then. Right now I feel as tho I have to go, I enjoy that area just soo much and I love DJ so much that I can't just let that go. He means the world to me and I have to get over my crazy habits. He's the one I just know it and now I can't be with him so it's hard to be happy here. I miss him sooo damn much it breaks my heart.

So this week I start working at the Orland Square Mall and hopefully I will learn a lot! I'm excited to meet new people, but I won't forget my Saugus family!!! Things will be great, I'll work here for a couple months then move back to Mass and find my place again, I can't wait.